This week I have been full of energy. I feel calm, relaxed and present.
Who know where it comes from, but the feeling of disharmony in my life just disappeared. When it disappeared, something else came forward.
An inner determination. Motivation. Inspiration.
A voice that say that if you want to do something. You have to do it Now.
Gradually a longing for simplicity and focus has grown inside. All by itself. There is so much I want to do and I feel that it is no longer possible to procrastrinate. What has been has been. Now I have to do what I an in my new everyday life.
That means to let go of all distractions, bad habits and activities that does not really give me anything.
It is easy to find time to write, photography and contemplation when you are travelling and have all the time in the world. When I’m working and have responsibilities I have to make that time if I want it.
We do not need disciplin or willpower. What we need is to find out what we really want. The rest will take care of itself.
Simplicity does not mean single-minded.
During the weekend I cleared out my apartment. The wardrobes, the kitchen. Did laundry. Spent the time with friends who knows how to do nothing. That doesn’t look to others for entertainment.
Sunday evening life was simpler. It was me and Cow-Jesus.
A pen moving with inspiration.
A book that started to take form.